Monday, May 30, 2011

Oh.

So, it's been a while. I've been arguably busy. Let's just call it "preoccupied". It's not that I was playing Sims, honest. I've either been legitimately busy with things outside the house for once, in severe pain and/or medicated, packing, getting new glasses, or being asleep.

As of right now, I have one day (two hours, actually) left of school, ZERO days until my cat leaves (I had no idea she was going today), and three until our moving day to Indianapolis. That said, things have been kind of frantic and busy around here.

Right now, I'm in the severe-pain zone. It's been a really rough day pain-wise, and I literally had the worst headache of my life earlier (which is weird, because the weather has been pretty stable the last two days).

And my cat, Furry, of fourteen years just left...and I just feel weird, sad I guess, but it's like I don't know how to be properly sad without being just immensely depressed and a total wreck, so I don't even know. All of this super intense change is completely brand-new for me, and I'm in such a weird place emotionally and physically right now that I don't know how to react. We're seriously going to move, all of our walls are empty, and this is the house I've been in for half my life. It's not so hard going, but I don't know how hard it will be when I'm gone, you know?

In the meantime, I'm really just ready to get my government final over with, to be out of school, and to officially be a high school graduate. I want to put Shakamak (I s'pose it's all right to put my school name out there since I won't be going there/won't be living here anymore in the next week xD) completely behind me, because even though there have been some great memories, it's been a really hard, really bumpy ride.

For once, I'm ready for a change.

On a completely different note, I'm so behind on Internet-videoage that I feel legitimately lame about it all. I haven't watched any vlogbrothers or hankgames videos in weeks, I think just because I've been so "preoccupied", as previously stated, and also because my free time often goes to either Sims-playing, Tumbling, or not-writing (AKA rereading and rewriting and generally just shitting around to avoid doing any real work/making any real progress) for the most part.

I like to think that I spend my summer being more focused on actual paths of interest for me, but if we actually get real here, I will probably spend it watching Bravo, playing Sims, and endlessly obsessing over and looking forward to the release of Deathly Hallows Part 2.

Speaking of which, at my graduation party (which was pretty fun, surprisingly), I saw Micajah -- I have referred to her as "Kija" on here sometimes in the past -- dropped by, which meant the world to me; I miss her like crazy. We also planned to hopefully get together to see Harry Potter this summer, since I'm really not sure if my dream plans of seeing it at the midnight showing are going to come to fruition. But there may be some type of nerdfighter gathering to see it Indy, and now that we've got Your Pants, finding those things might be a little easier. But it's still a while off. We'll see.

I won't go into detail about my graduation party, because really not all that much of interest occurred, but it was quite fun to see everyone and celebrate my almost-graduation, I racked up over 300 bucks so that was definitely a plus.

I will do my best to update more throughout das Sommer, but seeing as this is moving week, I can't make any promises for the next few days.

Until next time.

Last Song: "I'll Be Waiting" - Adele
Last TV Show/Movie: Er, I believe it was The Biggest Loser with my mom!
Last Tweet: "This is forriz the worst headache I've ever had. That I can remember. In my life. Whatever. MY HEAD REALLY HURTS." /Definitely not under the influence of medication(s) at that point.

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