Things are improving but everything's almost over anyway, so who cares?

Well, ever since I whored out this blog on Tumblr, three new people have started following it, so hello you guys.

I've made it to school both days this week, but I've had to take extra medication both days to keep my pain under control. That said, it hasn't been terrible, and honestly, for the first time in a really long time, I actually have felt noticed a fair bit as opposed to feeling invisible the entire time, seeing as people have actually talked to me and whatnot. (That could very well do with the fact that we have less than a week left of school before we all part ways and likely never see each other again, but I'm just ignoring that bit.)

I have also successfully made evident to Sarah how lame it is of her to not have texted me hardly at all while I was at home, in pain, and depressed for about a month's worth of time -- without being bitchy about it. I honestly don't think she realizes what kind of place that puts me in emotionally, but I can't necessarily blame her, because I don't know how much different I would be if the position was the other way around. I've realized I can't force people to be a certain way, nor can I expect them to, but the very least I can do is tell them how it makes me feel.

SPEAKING OF FEELINGS. Today was my last session with the counselor I've had for about two years now, and we reminisced on how much has happened/how much I've changed/all that I've had to go through. It's a little bit ridiculous how indifferent I am to all these things ending; I'll probably feel differently when we're moved and settled and I'm no longer in familiar territory, but for now, I honestly want nothing more than to be done with school and to move.

Glee is on tonight and that is one of the few things that has continuously made me happy during these torturous last weeks of school. So I suppose that's noteworthy. Ish.

Yep, so, I'm in pain and I don't seem to have much all that interesting to say, so I'm just going to leave it here. I will be doing things like going to the pain clinic tomorrow, seeing our new house, and attending my last days of school -- and my graduation party -- in the next few days, so surely I'll have something to say about all of that.

Last Song: "The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot" - Brand New
Last Movie/TV Show: Spongebob
Last Tweet: "Op. Glee isn't on until nine. Didnotknow."

Stupid Fox, messing up my Glee-watching timez.